Let the truth speaks for itself

"I trust none not even myself"

i was born to believe that everyone deserves to be heard and trusted , in fact i made mistake.

nobody in this world is capable of perfections , no matter how awesome they are ,the truth will always stay such.

it's  a pain to know that i can't rely on anyone because i would be happier if only i can rely on someone and trust them all the time . it would make my life much easier than it's today . my trust to someone could be pictured as a house where i keep all of my secrets . i let everyone in but i locked all  the doors in my house where each of the door hold one secret. i let everyone to go to different door everytime so every one of them get into different part of my life . although one of them may get to open more doors than anyone else. however i still keep one door locked for me .

"one day , i trusted my friends , i let everyone to break the walls upon me and them. but once they got in and saw everything , they left and let the walls stay broken."

Life has made this way , thus nobody can change it .however i know and sure, there ,somebody whom i can fully trust . whom i have always forgotten  all the time ,who always stand for me whenever i have none and who always believe in me when nobody does. It is God , If only i have had let the truth speaks for itself , i would have trusted god for everything. 

maturity

speaking about maturity has driven me mad. As we go mature we will see many things so unattractive .it would be suffering to live in a world that has no attractiveness again .i would give an example of life from a movie " the shawshank redemption"  there's an old guy named Brooks Hatlen who just get released from the prison and he has nothing to do ,he get bored and ended his life by hanging himself with ropes.

"busy living or busy dying"

boredom lead to stress and stress lead to suicide ,it reminds me to always keep things interesting.

LIFE TO THE FULLEST

Hello! bloggers i've never open my blog for about 2 years ,but its not that long because years are short haha!

Right to the point ,i've got something to talk but nobody seems capable of understanding the thing i want to discuss ,maybe i kind of experiencing this thing when people around me haven't or they may just not understand my mind. So i think writing is the only solution to tell a thing called "happiness" .

This is gonna be a long story about happiness because in understanding happiness ,i really took a lot of time until i get the true meaning of happiness ,what is happiness ? Happiness is when you see everything in positive way ,you enjoy every moments of your life . that's happiness for me ,maybe for you its different .But i can say that happiness is the main key to improve your life yet i dont think that people would make time to think that they need happiness to improve their life ,because people tend to think how to be happy when they're sad not when they're happy. somebody says that we should also think how to be happy when we're happy not just when we're unhappy ,so one of my principles in life is to enjoy every moments whether its happy or sad moments.

"there's no duty we so much underrate as the duty of being happy"


I get started to think about happiness when i read a book titled"happiness project" my life back then was such a messy disastrous things ,i was always be happy but never aware of it . Then When i read this book i started to think about my own happiness project ,got started just a week ago ,and my life turned out so well ,organized and healthy.

However my project is still halfway ,not yet finished so i need to work it out .It's a really exciting things to do ,i see everything in many different perspective and i almost see no bad on every bad events. all things are just so positive.

Its good right to see things positively ,but then one day i told someone about my life and that person said  " life has its downs and ups and maybe you're in your peak " maybe i'm being a gold star right now,and as we know life always has ups and down . It made me think that maybe someday i'll be someone with depression ,anxiety and so many negative thoughts. i was once that person ,and i made through it but i don't want to be the same ones again. it also made me think How to maintain my happiness ,as well as somebody says

  "people tend to think how to be happy when they're sad not when they're happy. somebody says that we should also think how to be happy when we're happy not just when we're unhappy"

so i think that i'll stick with that perspective ,and also keep up with my principles which one of them is to Enjoy every moments . 

i also concluded that the person i talked with was the one who hasn't understood about happiness yet. As studies shows that people who happy tend to remember happy moments while people who's sad tend to remember sad moments.

A lesson is ,if you want to be happy then be happy,  stop thinking about the negatives thoughts ,think about the good but yet be prepared for the worst.

surely its a very long story if i have to write every details of it .so maybe let's me just stop here but dont worry i'll keep updating what's going on .

be happy .

The Wind Rises

The wind rises is a hayao miyazaki last movie..

After his fifty years career and dozen amazing masterpieces,he decided to retire from his job ...well this really sad for me because it just like losing one great person.Something is missing and incomplete ...I just hope his last movie will be another masterpiece :)

Classical music

CLASSICAL MUSIC (joe hisashi)

Classical music always playing our mind and feelings. Each tone plays our feelings and each tone means a lot .Its bringing our feelings up and down .When we got bored music is the only way to get out because for me music is the perfect way when nothing can solve boredom and these are my most played classical music .

Highlander -most favourite-

view of silence 

white night

HEY!

Hey! its been a long time since my last post so hey again!

Well im not gonna waste my time so Here we go, I got a new stuff for you and Ok, i give you a clue! this is Literaly about Crime,Hmm Crime? What's on your mind now after hearing a word "Crime" a Tragic ending? Exactly it relates with murder, killer, suicidal, psycho and Blood But this one might suprises you...

Before you watch this let me tell you something ... ".this . is . brilliant ."

Enjoy watchin' haha :) and remember to stop the video in the upper right corner

P.S For futher information please go to Shortsbay.com 

My Craft;Daruma

                                                         Daruma doll made with clay 

Daruma known as a doll that brings good luck for japanese ppl ,usually it is used for a gift to someone , daruma is a doll  of a buddhist monk who lived during 5th/6th century and for an appraisement to bodhidharma , daruma doll was created after his death

Psychology

This is for who interested in psychology

human is the most perfect creature which precisely a smart thinker and to describe human we need a Method which we called psychology ,a lesson to analyze human itself 

based on Carl Jung and Myers Briggs work there are 4 basic form of personalities that determine which one of 16 personalities type,from the 16 personalities you can  judge yourself and know what kind of people are you 

which one are you? i'm the ENFP 

1. Extraversion (E) versus Introversion (I)
2. Sensing (S) versus Intuition (N)
3. Thinking (T) versus Feeling (F)
4. Judgment (J) versus Perception (P)

well for more information you can go to this link http://www.toptypes.com/category/16types/

some unusual music

WARNING :this is indie music! it may contains indie-pop,indie-rock,indie-folk !
Florence & the machine


the one which i found on the radio,she has high-pitched voice but she sing rock pop,its cool popular in uk!

Of monster and men

A strange band for almost many people,so rare but still good to hear 

Marit larsen



My friend's favourite singer,high-pitched voice with some good songs

Feist


Hate noisy music? This is recommended for you who hates noisy music,Peace and calm music with a slow instrumental and of course not noisy

what has corrupted your mind?

why sometimes someone becomes an idiot in a day and the next day he/she becomes so smart and the following day he/she becomes idiot again

COOKING MASTER

be discovered

In a world,during the era of cooking there are 8 cooking utensils which knowed  legendary and a dish that made by the eight utensils will made the eternal life for someone who ate the dish

in this era there must be many great people who is highly skilled at cooking it was the era when everybody trying to discover and make a new dish that is different from anyone ,the goal is to become the best chef in china also to become the legendary chef, a boy who talented at cooking because his talent was inherited from his mother is the one who will be the main role in this story

his mother was called "fairy cuisine" because she had a legendary skills at cooking however she has died.the child name is mao he hopes to become a legendary chef just like his mother in the order to do that he is traveling around china to improve his skill at cooking and also to find the 8 legendary utensils ,During his journey he meets many friends and rivals .

HUNTER X HUNTER

 Hunter X hunter is the most awesome anime ,the story about gon the 12th years old who desires to meet his father ,Gon who was told that his parents were dead found that his father still alive and also he revealed that his father is a renowned hunter in the world. so he joins the hunter examination to become a hunter like his father also to meet his father,and the adventure begun in the hunter examination where he meets 3 friends that become his bestfriend those are kurapika,kilua and leorio, the hunter examination is difficult they must survive even there are some people who died in the test before they reach the final test ,the tests to become a hunter are ruthless and brutal so it needs a skill and teamwork to survive.

there are 2 versions of the tv series the first was created on 1999 and the second version 2011 (remake) is still on going ,in the first version the tv series ends at episode 92 where gon and kilua has finished the greed island game if you want to see the "continuance" you can read it on the comic ,the last chapter is 310 and the story havent finished yet, it has been almost 10 years -+ but the story havent finished,its a thrilling and animating story indeed its awesome

you can download it on
IDWS(indowebster)-need to register first (english sub and indonesian)