Let the truth speaks for itself

"I trust none not even myself"

i was born to believe that everyone deserves to be heard and trusted , in fact i made mistake.

nobody in this world is capable of perfections , no matter how awesome they are ,the truth will always stay such.

it's  a pain to know that i can't rely on anyone because i would be happier if only i can rely on someone and trust them all the time . it would make my life much easier than it's today . my trust to someone could be pictured as a house where i keep all of my secrets . i let everyone in but i locked all  the doors in my house where each of the door hold one secret. i let everyone to go to different door everytime so every one of them get into different part of my life . although one of them may get to open more doors than anyone else. however i still keep one door locked for me .

"one day , i trusted my friends , i let everyone to break the walls upon me and them. but once they got in and saw everything , they left and let the walls stay broken."

Life has made this way , thus nobody can change it .however i know and sure, there ,somebody whom i can fully trust . whom i have always forgotten  all the time ,who always stand for me whenever i have none and who always believe in me when nobody does. It is God , If only i have had let the truth speaks for itself , i would have trusted god for everything.